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Got Road Bullied

i just came back from sending the bro to train station..and on my way back, i experienced the worst mannered people ever.. road bullies.. some bully young girl T.T

people who stays in kajang can imagine this.. and will know why i got honked =.= i was coming from church, wanting to turn up to the bukit mewah hill.. at that time there were a lot of cars, including this car stikcing his car butt out who came from bukit mewah, wanting to turn to convent there..so it was kinda blocking the view from the other side's direction.. after the car in front of me turned, i slowly see la if got cars coming or not.. that's when i heard a honk..

so angry, i purposely go slower a bit on the hill... actually no la, my car needs some time to build power going up that hill.. that stupid uncle cut me and then gave me some dirty look.. that just gave it away la... some more honk me early in the morning, u get one back.. after i honked, he braked right in his tracks, like as if he wanna come down and give me one nice scolding =.= i actually had to see his ugly car until sg,jelok, my house that area...

just cuz ur car's a Innova, 2.0, can pick up faster and all, doesn't mean u can overtake me after honking me at a dangerous junction...some more can't u see i'm a girl, a young girl with P.. u major bully la uncle!! i hope CNY u lose mahjong money!!! and POKER money too!!! and your beer prices increase like mad!

ARGHHHHHH....................babi punya uncle =.=

Dreamt on 21 January 2010; 8:25 AM

A Roller Coaster Ride

ahh, it's reaching midnight and i suddenly had the urge to blog. i've not updated my blog since new years, so i guess it's time to write some stuff in here.. hehe..

my first 2 weeks of school was kinda disastrous, tiring, u name it la.. esp when they implemented the new rules of going home at 3.35PM every monday to wednesday.. it's just the first week, and i'm already not taking it very well.. within a week, all my pimples popped out and haih...it doesn't look good at all..

however, i had a great time having fun with the LnL people today..started off with a meeting in Asayo, then lunch nearby, then a drive to Kepong with Martin in our car..seriously, we had such a fun time cuz Martin couldn't stop talking.. hehehehe! then after that, we took a very long drive to Yamaha music school in Kelana Jaya for Joanne's graduation.. i have to say, some of the performances were really good..

after that, we went to ss2 for dinner...that time was already 8 stg.. ate, looked at LnL pics that are not posted on facebook, watched videos..Ann, Amanda and i left at 10.30.. and we got lost a lil in ss2..hehehehe! but i recognized some of the roads la, so we got out fast.. then, near UM, there was a road block.. we got stopped =.= the firs thing Ann said was "don't look drunk ppl!!" as if we were drinking before that...hahahahahah!

kinda scary cuz we're all girls and it was my first road block.. they asked for Ann's license, and the other police was lie flashing back and forth at Amanda and i... we were wondering if we look drunk.. why the police looking at us like that.. lol! after awhile, they let us leave.. the minute we left, we all started laughing... cuz the stop was so random and pointless =.=!! lol..

the whole day was a roller coaster of emotions... the whole day i was having fun but at the same time, i was (still is) missing the bf who is in Genting now with Jeff and Damian and the whole gang.. it's been a month since we left APC and it's been a month since we've been together..i was wondering just how fast time passes... so yea, we're spending out first month together apart...LOL! many emotional moments, wishing we were by each other's side but oh well =) as quoted by Isaac " absence makes the heart grow fonder" hahahahahha! Happy 1 month anniversary baby! i love you banyak banyak =)

i guess i need to sleep now... have been out for, 14 hours...not good... hehehehehe... take care everyone and have a great week ahead!!

Dreamt on 16 January 2010; 11:56 PM

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010

so, looking back at my 2009, there were more sad times than there were happy times.. but i guess as the end of 2009 came by, many happy moments made up for all the sad ones =) let's see what has happened throughout my 2009..

(first half of the year, i was practically lifeless, no school, no where to go with limited usage of the car =D so let's skip that!)

started my form 6 school life in KHS in may...

celebrated Wen Yin's 18th birthday...

managed to slot in 3 (or 4) trips down south throughout the year (once in march, may,august and dec ) and also, i went to Singapore for the 1st time and wen for my 2nd in the same week =)

the sister's wedding finally happened on the 19/09/09.. with intense planning for about a months before hat, that was pretty much the highlight of it... and oh oh!! out trip to Penang for the 2nd wedding dinner... that was just the best holiday ever!!

celebrated my 18th birthday with my beloved friends!

went to a week long camp, Love and Life which happens to be the most awesome camp ever!! i've gained 60 more family members =)

......followed by a love story =) Love you, Jing Kang Joe!! =)

........and followed by countless of LnL gathering after the camp =) now i' just simply missing all of them =(

now that 2009 is gone and 2010 is here, i hope i can make a change in myself and a lot more things.. as i said in my Facebook, my 2009 had it's ups and downs but i'm ever thankful to The Man up there for everything that has happened.. God Bless our 2010!!

PS: school starts on monday, NOOOO!! T.T

Dreamt on 02 January 2010; 10:49 PM

Love and Life 09 = UNFORGETTABLE

10th - 16th December 2008, a date i was waiting for so long and when finally there were only 4 days left, i fell so sick that i can't even attend the camp.. disappointed as Chris went to the camp alone without me, i just looked at pictures of her and her new Love and Life friends...

this year, i got my chance to sign up for it again..many things came in between and i didn't have the hyped up feeling i had last year. however, Manda and Ann insisted i sign up for it.. i was in Johore 1 week before the camp, kept calling them both to arrange this and that... finally, 10th December 2009 came...

to summarize all 7 days short, i learnt many things in those 7 days.. but then again, that's what we gain in camps or retreat right? i felt so much more.. i felt the presence of friends whom i've only met for a few hours before we sat down together, laughing and talking...i felt the close-ness we had, even on our first night in the dorm...

i have quite a bad memory, short term memory lost, u can say.. so i can't really remember what happened on what day, where and all.. all i know is, everyday there's something to laugh about.. there's so much joy in whatever we do! even when we're in line in the toilet =) the bocor sessions (though i didn't bocor much), meal times, games,sessions,before-lights-out times, morning wake up call..i just miss everything! i came back only to feel a dull life...

and simple things like this, just brightens up our day =D

of course, none of those were possible without the dedication, time and effort of our beloved Father,Sister,Advisers and Facilitators..

and to my Love and Life friends, thanks for everything and i love you all!!!

*can't post up pics of everyone, there's too many of us =D*

my mortal, the dude i had to take care of for 7 days =D Andrew Mark!

Love and Life, i found love and life among my new friends cuz there were just too much love and soul in them! BUT, i also found a different kind of love...

Patrick Paul Peter, the one who gave me hugs and kisses early in the morning and all throughout the day in camp (not that no one gave me hugs and kisses la =P), the one person whom i wasn't particularly close with but still he held my hands during my time of sickness (in camp)..the person who continued showing his love and affection for me AFTER camp and the person whom i can't stop pinching his cheeks =D i love you, bie!

Love and Life was and still is a great experience, i'll definitely not forget all the memories we once shared.. i thank God for bringing me there, He must have had better plans in store for us =D

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

PS: for more pics, check my Facebook out =)

Dreamt on 24 December 2009; 4:00 PM

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Dreamt on 29 November 2009; 10:41 PM

My 18th Birthday

ok la, since i'm so bored, i shall blog.. again, Juan complained that my blog's dead.. ahahhaha!

so last weekend was one the best weekends ever.. i manage to collect the girls and some of them brought their guy.. hahah.. i started planning this gathering a month ago, and how time flew!! on friday, Wen Yin came down all the way from college and was gonna stay with me for 2 nights.. nothing much happened until saturday evening.. we started getting ready. then people started flooding in my living room.. ahahaha.. there were only 7 of us.. lol!

after everyone except grace arrived at my house, we went out to 21st Century Cafe at Bukit Mewah club house for dinner.. here are some of the pics we took..for more, visit mine or Charissa's facebook.. lol..

we ate, laughed, talked, took pics, laughed even more and has a great time.. it was nice just to recollect everyone again, just like the olden times..except that we weren't in uniforms =D

after that, they came back to my home again to watch a dvd.. they all went home at 12 plus.. somehow, didn't wanna sleep yet... so i uploaded pics of that night =) and that marked the end of my awesome night with my girls..my 18th birthday was much much better than my 17th, where we sort of, no, not sort of also.. spent my bday reading Physics =D

must personally thank them =P though the only people who will read this is Charissa and Wen Yin..hahaha!!

to Charissa and Alex, thanks for coming down to Kajang all the way from Nilai!! poor Alex had to drive in the rain, dude, get ur license la! ur bf became ur driver d.. ish ish.. anyway, thanks for the cute present and awesome speech in the card... yes, it's been almost a year since u went off to college and i still remember i followed you to college to send you off.. hahaha! 4 years of friendship so far, and i'm loving it!! i hope it becomes 40 years of friendship..LOL! thanks again lovebirds!!

to Wen Yin and Yi Liang, thanks for coming too!! Wen Yin all the way from Sunway and Yi liang, well, he didn't really have a choice... i kinda forced him since 2 weeks before..lol!! but with only 5 months of skul, we're become closer and it's sad to see u leave khs.. now that u'll be in Sunway, i dunno if i'll see u 2 that often anymore.. ahahah...but anyhow, thanks for the card and lovely present..

To Grace, May Yee and Nancy.. the trios that hardly come out of the house, attended my birthday dinner!! felt so so happy... thanks for coming out of your houses and actually stayed past midnight. hahaha! have not seen Grace in awhile cuz she's away too.. though i see Nancy and May Yee everyday in skul, i feel like they've changed ever since they entered khs.. they became more open, no gender shock whatsoever.. hahaha! Nancy actually tolerates with all the teases from the boys..thanks May Yee and Nancy for the present! though i actually demanded for it, since u asked =P

i love u all very very much!!! i think we should start calling ourselves the Fab 6 or stg like that...hahaha! my sis had her group of frens and they call themselves Sesampat 6... lol!

oh, and also thanks to my godbro for the early wishes!! all the way from UK.. my bro actually asked me why so early? which time zone is he in? =P

i'll be heading down to Johore on the 28th morning again for fun..lol! ok, my sis is getting her car soon and i wanna be the first few ppl to actually sit in it.. heheh! and then, i'll be heading to S'pore for a day to shop, well technically my sister wants to shop.. i've got no money =P

till my next update, have a great week!

Dreamt on 23 November 2009; 11:38 PM

I Miss You =(

hello again people of the universe!! sorry for my absent from the blogging world, have been having exams, have been sick.. but now, everything's over and i'm getting better as well!! Juan, being very inconsiderate have been bugging me to update my blog.. hahaha.. so yea, many things' been going on, and i have a bad bad memory.. i'll see what i can remember...

after deepavali, nothing much was going on.. my cough was getting worse, i was still going to school and preparing for exams.. i can't even sleep well at night, let alone concentrate properly in class.. didn't really study, so my results this time is beyond bad.. lol.. that's why i hate getting sick during exams..
my life (ie.going out with frens, going for charismatic,going anywhere) stopped for 2 weeks or so cuz i was having my exams and was sick.. i didn't even touch the car for a week plus =.=!!
luckily, i'm alive and kicking now.. hahaha..
the reason i've not been updating is cuz i have nothing to update about.. as u can see, i'm just giving excuses here =P but honestly, that's the truth..
however, God's been good to me lately... He shed some light on me and knocked some sense into me and i've finally realized something.. many people will be happy to know i guess but i ain't gonna mention it here =)
how amazing it is, that He never give you answers immediately, but make you wait, listen, see and learn before telling you "My child, it's time you get back up and see things in a wider view!!".. well, at least that's what happened to me =D
i do feel bad that i don't spend every night before i sleep in prayer with Him, i only do it when i can remember =.=!! even that, He never left me alone! He still watches over me and i hope my grandfather's by His side..
talking about my grandfather, Amanda's grandfather passed away on All Saint's Day on the 1st and my deepest condolences to her and her family..
i went for the funeral and i was crying like mad wtf.. when i hugging Amanda, i was cerying more than her, i kid you not.. after that my eyes puffed up =.=!!
it's been almost 10 years since my grandfather passed away and when he went away, i was 9.. i remember waking up one morning ard 10,my grandmother was sweeping the floor and she immediately told me that my "ah ye" passed away... i didn't really hit me at first, considering i was pretty young.. i didn't even see the body being put into the coffin.. i just saw him in the coffin.. even that, i was afraid cuz i was still young =.=!!
still, i cried and cried cuz memories of him and i at that time was still fresh, the times when he would carry me on his shoulders to the shops behind my hse and get me junk food.. hahahaha... that was before he got sick of course..i was like 3 or 4..
it didn't affect me that much after that.. sure, i i miss him and every year, twice a year we'll visit him...and i guess most of the time he just slips away from our minds..
it wasn't until Amanda's grandfather's funeral when i realized how time flies and it's gonna be 10 years already.. listening to Amanda and her cousins' speeches to their grandfather made me miss mine =( the final few years of his life was just boring.. he couldn't talk, eat,drink,laugh,smile,walk properly.. and i guess we took him for granted at that point..
we had to visit him every night at their hse of opposite ours.. me, still young, would just go there, hug him, say hi and proceed to watch tv.. it didn't interest me at all to talk to him cuz he can't talk properly.. and when it's time to leave, the same thing happens... never have i thought the last time i would hug him, say hi and bye, i would do it so reluctantly..
sucks to think back how bad i was.. but then again, i was young.. if he was still around now, i would drive him everywhere and show him how i've grown and could finally drive.. he would be able to see my sister, his first grandchild to get married.. but then again, he would be 95/96 (??) if he's still alive =)
yargh, i wrote a whole essay on him.. i guess it's time to stop.. hehehe... i don't know how i'll take it when someone in my family leaves, esp now when i understand the meaning of life and death..
besides all those sad sad stories, i've started my Ecology Project for bio in school!! it's so cool cuz we have to catch bugs and preserve them =D ok la, not so fun when we have to catch it.. so far, i've caught a grasshopper and my mom caught it for me =.=!! i was about to scream and run away.. lol...can't wait to see what other bugs can i find.. and i need to find them pronto!!
WHOEVER'S HOUSE HAS NICE,UNIQUE,NOT-SO-SMALL BUGS, PLEASE KEEP IT FOR ME =D

i gtg now.. would probably update more later on...i would leave this post with the lyrics of White Horse by Taylor Swift.. recently, this song has brought great meanings to my life.. enjoy!! great weekend everyone!!

Taylor Swift – White Horse

Say you’re sorry

That face of an angel

Comes out just when you need it to

As I paced back and forth all this time

Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on

The days drag on

Stupid girl,

I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]

I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale

I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town,

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it’s too late for you

And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,

Got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

I had so many dreams

About you and me

Happy endings

Now I know

[Chorus]

I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale

I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town,

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it’s too late for you

And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,

Begging for forgiveness, begging for me

Just like I always wanted but I’m sooo sorry

Cause I’m not your princess, this ain’t a fairytale

I’m gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well

This is a big world, that was a small town

There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse

Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa

Try and catch me now

Oh, it’s too late

To catch me now

Dreamt on 07 November 2009; 7:08 PM

teehee =D

hahahaha... jakun nyer me =P i just suddenly feel like updating my blog and decided to post up this.. gtg! exams are on this week!

Dreamt on 28 October 2009; 7:07 PM

Random Jokes

"so, what time are u leaving tomorrow?" - Mom asked bro

"around 10 something la.."

"hmm, then what time are u leaving tomorrow?" - Mom asked me

*stared at her for 5 seconds with my sweat look on* "Mee, we only have one car at home"

*Aunty Helen starts bursting out with laughter, together with grandma and bro*

this is how blur my mom can be...we were at grandma's birthday dinner at Fortuna on the 16th of Oct when she asked us what time are we planning to leave the next morning for Deepavali to Aunty Karen's place.. mind you, i was having fever and cough, so i couldn't even manage a laugh..what came out of me what just that =D

teehee, she's so funny sometimes..

Dreamt on 22 October 2009; 9:03 PM

More Wedding Pics

so, how was your deepavali weekend? mine was great!! despite the fact that i got sick, AGAIN this year i still had good fun over the cousins' place..i'll talk about that soon..Mr. & Mrs. Lim came back for the weekend and they finally got their wedding pics from the photographer!! here are some of my favourites, not arranged in order =)

Wongs and Lims, combined!

Iris, Rekha, Liza, Sis, Sha, me and Naomi

i was not praying ok, i was clapping my hands =) the photographer caught just the right moment..

love LOVE LOVE this pic!! my sis always (and she just, yst night) complain that i never put her in my profile pics in Facebook.. i purposely uploaded this and made it my profile pic =D

bro making a speech for them and i was up there for moral support.. i can't do speeches, no... =P

the cousins =)

hair doesn't look exactly good, even my face but what to do.. only had 3 hours of sleep the night before..

The Wongs =)

something just came up and i've lost my mood to blog =) hope you'll be entertained with these few photos!! hahaha... have a great week ahead!

Dreamt on 19 October 2009; 9:41 PM